Coughing Like Mad

I dont know why but I have been coughing for the last 3 days and off course I did not take any medicine so maybe that's the reason for me being unwell and have not recover since. Was thinking of other reasons but I couldnt at the moment.

On the other hand, my son has been sick for the last one week. Fever! really bad. This morning his temp has been low but he start with coughing for 4 days already (I must have gotten mine from him). Given him cough syrup. Forget about that fever (I hope it will not return). Will check on him again later when am home. Around 1ish he's sleeping (according to my maid).

BTW, last night he sleep with my mom. Even when my hubby carry him to our room he dont want once he open his eyes and realised he's in our room . Darn! But that's alright I guess as long he's not asking to sleep with my maid. That's a NO NO NO.

Welcome November 2010

Wow. It's so unbelievable that we are now on the 11th month of 2010. Time does flies very very very fast until we are unable to catch it and get hold of it to actually slow it down. Very unlikely and in or wildest dream only. Who are we to stop it from passing by. We just need to enjoy it as it comes and plan ahead on what to do so we not miss any precious moment in life as we can’t turn back the clock. That’s for sure and infact we won’t be able to regret it if we miss it.

bUrP!!!

Really really really full. We had this farewell gathering thingy at the Airport Restaurant for our SVP. There are approximately 30+ staff attending. Others especially the male staff unable to attend as have to attend the Friday prayer. So mostly are us gals & the non-Muslim male colleagues.

I tried every dishes except for the one that does not look tasty to me which maybe tasty to others. I end up eating mutton when the label mention "daging" which is meant for 'beef". It should have mention "Kambing". Duh! So I was conned!!! Ate a bit then I said to myself "hmm taste like mutton" so ask one other colleague and even the attending waitress but cant seems to confirm. Anyhow, SVP confirm with me that is mutton. Erk!! ate a bit only. The rest I keep aside. Look tasty to me but if it's mutton. FORGET IT!!! Still cant seems to enjoy it like my love one does.

So was the for almost 2 hours, eat like there's no tomorrow. Am not sleepy tho' eventho's I am full. Am quite the opposite. If I'm hungry I will be sleepy but when I'm full I will be awake unless there's nothing to do than I can be sleepy too. What the hell!!

Time to go in a very short while. Have an appointment with my menicurist/pedicurist. Need to make appointment with my hairstylist too. Not that am into a particular style. I just need to trim or cut my hair shorter again. Hair keep on falling but not as much as before.

Oh! My son woke up before 6am for two days in a row already. If he's like this everyday I would love it very much. Very very much so that I dont have to struggle to wake him every morning for his school. FYI, we will be on a day trip to Singapore this weekend. Been wanting to go there for quite sometime so I better go. Have to submit my FOC so I can go for Umrah but I have to ask my sister if she's willing to take care of my son while we are away (almost two weeks). Will ask her later or when I remember :)

The Bluey Monday

Mengantuk mengantuk mengantuk. Kenapa ia mata ani. Cukup jua udah tido kali ah. Nda kan masih jua nda cukup. Must be Monday blues. Again? Alasan tah ganya tu. Ari ani kebanyakan will be in Malay. Campur aduk lah jua tu. Malas kan ikut my auntie ari ani. Luan awal bah. Nada ku mau tu. So ikut laki tah ari ani. Cam biasa lah tu. Anak ku payah kan bangun but at least by 6.30am atu mau jua ia memalakkan matanya atu dengan senyuman yg manis walaupun banarnya ia kan tido masih.

So ari ani tulak awal sket lah laki ku dari biasa. Dlm 7.15 pagi kali kalo ku nda silap kami tulak dari rumah. Since kana turunkan di atas so have to walk down lah kan so that dapat masuk opis. Clock in dalam 8.03 pagi..ok lah tu. Back to work macam biasa. Bubut orang sana sini pasal kan minta information. What else is new. Layan tah saja. Baik di bawa menaip dulu so that ilang mengantuk.

Hopefully kana antat udah tupi kekadai. Karang nda customer jadi. Karang balik kaja mesti tah ku ke kadai. Kan mengambar kain yang baru ku bali di Vietnam. Nda banyak pilihan bah sampai lupa kan membali kain sendiri untuk orang yang kan kawin early next month. Ujung minggu ani pulang ia nikah. Mau kan inda tailor ku ani memotongkan. Antam aja tia tapi kain pun alum ku membali.

Idung masih lagi siruk-siruk tapi ok lah..not so bad. At least kepala ku nda kanyat-kanyat cam last week. Mun nda bah sah tah ku nda kaja lagi. Baik ku berihat. Adeh, mesti ku ingat ni pasal kan mengambar telekung tah jua.

Now orang kami di kadai tinggal 2 orang ganya. Macam-macam saja bah. Nada hormat bah dorang ani kan beranti. Yang membaritau sorang tapi yang nda ada dua. Artinya apakan tu? Dua-dua tah kan beranti tu. Malas tah ku kan mikirkan eh. Pandai-pandai dorang tah tu. Mungkin ada hikmah disebalik ani. Amin amin amin. Bah baik tah adang. Kan 10 minit udah menaip ani sambil membaca balik dan mencek spelling. Biar tia aja mun nda lurus eh.

Eh sebelum ku lupa. Kenapa kah orang Brunei mun udah di luar negeri atu nada tah kan menagurkan sesame sendiri. Adakah takut tani kan minjam usinnya? (my sis punya teory ni) or pasal adang kali species orang Brunei ani cani. Tapi nda jua semualah. Contohnya tah aku ahahahahaha sampai takut ku bah kan menagurkan orang tani ani mun di luar negeri. Baik pulang orang Malaysia and Singapore bah. Penaguran pulang. Senyum lagi tu mun teliat jelama. Ani mun orang kitani bah..nada wah kan senyum atu. Mahal hantap pakah. Jangan tah luan taiming ani deh. Adang-adang jua dilayan peulahan atu. Ciao.

Not a good start

Why do others have to dig into my past? I dont want to reminiscence on it anymore. Leave it behind and built on the present and the future. I dont want to retaliate by asking the same thing. Who am I to judge others and who are others to judge me? I know what I have done in the past and am not proud of it. Maybe only to all the accomplishment that bring me to my current position. Not so great but am proud of it. What give others the right to JUDGE me!!! You think that you are right all the time? Am VERY UPSET!!! and sad at the same time

Damn it!! I might go insane if I have to think about all this. Thus, I need to pour it out here. That's the best choice I can think of at the moment. I cant keep on thinking about this but it keep on passing thru my head. Like touch & go. Now that remind me of my aunt's fishes and her friends.

Anyhow, what am I suppose to do? Turn back the clock. If others cant handle it them just LEAVE ME. I dont know how much I can take this. If there're further questions I think am going to burst inside out. Please STOP it.

Well. If other people sees me now I think they will say there nothing wrong with me since I act as if nothing is happen but HELL!!! they dont know what is boiling inside me at the moment. Not very pretty. Have so many weird things passing thru my head that ask me to do ridiculous things. Need to have positive thinking. If not, I dont know what am going to do next. Might be the unthinkable or could be the thinkable. Who knows. I dont!!

Moody Monday

Why oh Why oh Why!!!!

Didnt attend the meeting after over look the time. Will make it a point to attend the next meeting. Have apologies to the chair person but no acknowledgement yet. Oh man!! never in my life miss a meeting. Was too caught up with other tasks in hand.

Have to wait what my boss will say tommorrow after reading my apology's email. My brain is definitely not functioning very well today as I can think of anything else to type. What is going on???? Not good...not very good at all.

Cant seems to detect my good friend. Is she back from her trip already? Hope everything went well.

Yesterday was a hectic day to me. Woke up nearing to 9am. Woken my love ones. The bigger version done some clearing & cleaning to the bedroom. I at the other hand play game. Help a bit only by wiping the floor (after brunch). Then decided to cook fried noodles, sardines and spicy *sambal* (yummy!). This is more of a brunch to us at its almost 11am. Then around 2ish went to hubby's aunt house then 3ish rush to Lumut to my aunt's place for her blessing ceremony (Haj trip). Wish her & family to return home safely after the trip and *mendapat Haji yg Mabrur*. Amin Amin ya Rabbil Alamin. Rush back home. At this time my boy is still not sleeping. Then around 8ish (pm) went to my huby's aunt place again for late dinner. Grab a bit here & there then almost 10pm when home. My boy sleep by then (Alhamdulilah).

What's in store for me tommorrow? Well, I just have to wait & see. Oh by the way, the supplier for CCTV is fixing my CCTV at the shop today. Yeha! hopefully by this time no more missing cash.

Monday Blues

Let see. Today I had nyonya laksa for breakfast so no lunch for me today. Just like any other working day. DAMN! I have a meeting to attend today. How the hell did I forgot about it. Am doom!